oct 25

This morning i woke up by a weird dream.... i dream that my grandmother still alive and she talk to me also... tell me about the swollen can earn money well i know that... but it doesn't mean i have to go get some swollen and sold itiz? haha well it's just a dream for sure....

seriously today i woke up by a good mood until now... im still in the mood hahaha.. cause they all are skinny... and train less but they do SHOW OFF when i arrive... why? cause im wearing jacket to work out mah.. they dont know me mah.. and they can see me also... haha..

after my muscle heat up...and i take off my jacket... the moment it's like the "Fooiyoo" they all stop their move and looking at me for few second ... haha i knew it.... they will see my muscle geh.... haha syok man!!

well yesterday i had a fever and sore throat damn fxcking painful la...and i went to 7 times toilet in a day man... it's kill me seriously!!

well dont kill me pls... ><

Help

Not in the mood! today!

Yesterday was friday and free! cause no class on friday and monday! i went to GYM early in the morning and meet my friend at noon we went to 九州拉麵

this call Hell Ramen!!

i love it it's spicy name it 地獄拉麵 and the restaurent special things is add noodle with free.. means if you order the larger size or a regular size the prize it's same... of course im gonna order the larger d lo.. ramen le... i love it hahaha

after the Ramen stuff we went to Eva Puff

and here it's the PoLo favor!!! which Top 2 in the sales!!

the top 1 it's milk puff!!

Yup here it is... yummy and it's freeze too.. cause inside was fill by creamy ice-ream with not really fell fats!! it's tasty and so fresh of milk smell!! i think someone will want it badly!! i bet it 200% muahaha will it's really nice

i bought two for my tea time... i bought two puff one is milk favor and the other is polo both are the most popular in the shop!! everytime i went there need to Line up for awhile about 3~5min... but it's a short time i believe when someone come over... we wont wait for 3 min also. .. cause it's winter seldom people will go there and buy for their tea time.. only us!! cause we are crazy enough!! i try before eating ice-cream on the mountain that with low temperature!! it was AWESOME!!! but i prefer someone say the word "AWEEESOOOOMME!!" something like that la... hahaha

after the AWEEESOOOOOME puff!!! we went to the LOAS Coffee shop which in the small street that on many much people know there as well!!

and my friend just start question me... why you are just only a oversea student why you know so much about those place of so small and hard to find it in public!! i answer him!! ofcz la... if everything famous can find in public those things or food will be bad quality when their are popular!!! seriously!! things really be like that... because of less people know their wonderful meal of food!! make them will keep their quality in good!! of too many person the things will be careless and not yummy the most is they will bring along the bads quality and make us feels that it doesn't worth it at all!!! hahaha so before someone coming i wanna go try those yummy food that i been try before.. i wanna make sure those food are still in good quality with no pollution from the popular...

well the answer came out it's still same !! the taste the smell and the passion of the boss

they still there... for you when you're leaving the boss will ask very genlte and concern "you wanna leave already? becarefull when you riding... and have a nice day" the shop i love the most it's small and the person are good!! the most is the coffee smell great and tast good!!! seriously i love the coffee there.... i wish someone will love it too....cause the coffee was cheap and the feel there are so relax....

the most greatest things is!! eat a ice-cream puff and drink a cup of coffe! a taste and a bite.. you will be at the heaven!! and you should try after seeing this post... from my blog...

you know what? i feel that Mr.Journey are coming back.. go here and there just searching all those delicious food all around the ground of Taiwan that im staying!!! i wanna be back and keep traveling!! the most regret thing that i did is!! i didn't bring my camera back!!!

two more weeks im gonna be on track!!!

for you hill

everyday was holiday

hahaha well seriously i really can feel that im having holiday everyday... why? cause i only got 2 day class on every week... just only tuesday and thursday... well the most tired was thursday... from morning 8am till afternoon 4:40Pm

haha i dont know why i feel damn tired all the day... even im having gym i just dont have the mood.. i dont know why... just feel lazy all the day...

monday i went to GYM and i dont have the mood to train also... just dont have the strength to push myself to the limits... but today i think im gonna try my best to push myself to the limit...im training my shoulder ,biceps ,ABS and jog for 20min this is what i should train later....

well yesterday school was having a photograph for graduated photo....

finally i'm going graduated for sure... i left 4 credit more than i'll be graduate on 2012 June... well seriously the time really past fast... been here for 7 years and it's time to go back i dont really wanna get more education that i dont really think i need it in the same time... seriously i just wanna go home being with my family and try to get a job and try to improve myself...

yesterday night we are waiting our friend to go makan makan... we wait tainan train station... well beside the train station... got a lot of camera shop.. and i walk in and take a look.. and i spot this model and i think some one will love it.... than i mah straight away buy it....without considering... after i bought i dont feel any regret cause this is what she want badly.... and the same model that she want.... hahaha suddenly feel that my taste are not bad at all hahaha

well i spend a lot in this month... next month im going to travel at

Nan Tou

it's a beautiful places with fresh air and relaxable place... i really wanna bring someone there too.. but unluckily i dont have the driving license here... that's why i just ride a scooter not driving a car... haha.

well after i bought the instant camera for Hillary... and i went to a bar... which is their manu with huge size!!!

nice ?

Well ladies and gentleman

And the one i bought for my mom!!

THIS IS FOR MY GIRL... and she's wearing it....

i would like to show you my collection haha!!!

Swatch

SEA REBEL and Black

Swatch irony

G-Shock GD and GL

ALBA

Ellesse with Bronze

Seiko Criteria Chronograph

the most expensive watch that i bought!!

and that's it... my collection and those what i bought before...

master??

well i decided !!! what i want and what should i do in this moment... in this semester i wanna improve myself!!

im going to challenge myself and push myself to the limits.... why? cause i really wish my family will be prode that if i got in to the master course in those good condition Uni!! seriously i wanna try but my chance only get one shot!! cause 50% of my mind are teling me that go home and get a job and start doing those things that i really want to... the other side of 50% are telling me just 2 years of the course u already been here for 7 years... just 2 years of this course are you really care about????

well today i went to school and have a chat with my lecture... he analysis a lot of direction for me... and keep encourage me take the course and do a final decision!!! and tell him before it's too late!! the recommended season are coming on next week!!! seriously i wanna give myself a best shot... if i'm hit!! im gonna go for it... or maybe i just wanna prove myself that i got the standrad for those school the main problem it's i wanna prove myself and challenge myself!! i wanna see what i got in these years!!!

if i'm really hit there's only 70% that i'll study the master course that i took!!! if i didn't hit on each school!! i just face it!!! and go back home and start my own life!!! all over again...

here is my dear Babe haha Luv you!!

It's for
Hill

im tired!

i really need some piece place and take a rest... seriously this is damn noisy!! i stay here... than on the other wall start drilling and knocking for whole week!! it's been whole week dammit!!i cant get use to it... cause it's vibrate man.... it shake my bed also... i really dont like at all seriously!!

today weather it's kinda weird was sunny in the morning and suddenly the sky all turning black.....

well i wanna go gym today.. but now... sigh.. i dont have the mood the problem it's im not enough rest... and i damn tired of those sound... it wake me up like the alarm everyday 8am gosh... i really need some rest or sleep badly....

Hill help~

i can't tahan this la.. will make me get crazy soon... and my temper are getting worse.... day and day past like this i really will kill the people that keep drilling the wall...

i wonder how many hole they wanna dig??? dammit!!!!

so what can i do today? i wake up at 8am and lay on my bed until 11 something and leave my bed and do something else lo... apa lagi?

well i need to go out there and get some travel i think... it's been long time i didnt travel around taiwan

maybe i should go for a trip for two or three day.. i just can't think that where should i go? haha i been a lot of places and i went there alot of times too...

well i miss the person that her arm it's kena romp by my seat belt.. haha it's getting red too... maybe it's too tight... im sorry no more next time... haha

i miss you hillary... i really miss that im driving you are beside me and talking with me..all the time.. and laugh like gila babi lo... and you point me the way and bring me go here and there just for fun or makan hahahaa

i really miss chilies seriously!! i wanna the mushpotato!!!

and i miss the day we been IOI for movie and friday... hehehe i miss you baby...

i really wish tha you can come over on your birthday i dont have lot of money to buy you a expensive persent but i think i got alot of love from here... to give you as my gift... Love you my dear

today was sunday

i woke up at 5:20am this morning... don't know why my eyes just like wide open...just like that... maybe i was wake up by some nightmare.... i think...

well wake up at the morning and force myself to sleep back cause it's too early already....than guess what the Taipei Banana call me and wake me up...

cause they are here outside the door... and i just have to wake up and go downstairs and delivery it...

well sis ask me to buy d.... since april....and guess what i paid on May and now Oct!! damn it took really long for this trade.. i just bought 2 of that only....

and i have to wait for 5 month?? gosh.. this is insane... but luckily this's the original banana taipei stock... haha maybe it's really worth it...

11am i just brush my teeth and prepare myself ...and went to gym until 1pm something and i'm home... well today was the bad work out in this whole week i don't have the energy or the mood to push myself to the limits today... just feel like being lazy itiz bad at all...

than i jus train my upper back and Abs... no burning fats today

when i get home friend ask me wanna go see some movie...

ofcz im gonna go for it... it's

"Real Steel"

And

"OneDay"

well i really wish someone was here ...and watch this with me too!!

i miss her so much yay baby it's you!! I'm talking about you baby...... i miss you so much dear Hillary....

this two movie was great one was a awesome movie with action and high technology it which human might pay more in this technology... cause nowadays.. japan already paying alot of education in this company or creator....

well back to the movie as i said... "One day" it's was romantic... and both of them knew each other at the last day of graduated from their University....

they meet each at 1988 July 15... and they only see each once a year... sometime once in the two year... they continues like this for 20 years... do you believe...?? and at 18th year of july 15... anne hathaway had a accident and pass away just like that... being bang by a truck... with high speed when she was cycling .. to meet the man... that she fall in love to...

the guys was a playboy when his still young and active.... and the Girl's? She's Anne Hathaway which i like her the most... she's damn pretty enough hahaha i like her movies.. seriously...

i really wish Hill will be with me on the same time... when i was watching these two movie...today....

and before the movie i went to the sport shop...and i bought some shirt....

the most left hand side it's for you!! Hillary haha i keep my word... haha i said im gonna buy you two shirt... in this month and i did it.... <3 you so much that's why i bought it lo... hehe

Love you baby~

Hillary

Master Course?

Well... it's a last year in my degree education...and now what i face? i'm facing a big problem on the way from my life.... what's that?
Ya..you're right the master course... should i take it? or i just put it away and go back home and start a job until im dead!!!

actually i really want to take the master course when i was year two.... i wanna take it when i'm graduated... from this civil engineering degree... but.. when i went back my home..*Malaysia* i saw a lot of example by not studying Master... all of them are earning money.. and they didn't spend their parents money!!! for sure...

how about me? ya right~ im still spending their money Harlo.... im 23 this year... few month later im gonna be 24 year old... a young man!! still using their parents money in study... seriously..

should i take the course... i been thinking this question for few night.... after last friday meeting with my Profesor

he saw my total result...in this three years ... he said... John.. you still can climb higher in your education... you got the condition and you have the knowledge, time, the biggest problem is... your economic still can let you climb higher...

and he said... at least when you walk out this door... you can be a man with a master certificate... and if you really graduated you will get 3 major of subject with professional knowledge in your life....and you will be more easier to get a job compare with those who graduated by Deegre .....seriously his right!!! and i really agree what he said to me... but now what?

if i really go for my master course... i need to spend two years more in Tw... gosh.. totally spend 9 years in this country.. this is a long time!!!! i should really think about the master course it's hard to make a decision!!

this few days i'm been thinking this question should i or shouldn't i?

i been thinking day and night!! seriously~ in my heart it's said No

But in my brain and look further... it was a Yes inside my Brain...

everytime i went back i saw lot of friend already graduated from Their University and work hard.... for their dream and future... but how about me? im still fighting for the books and knowledge that my dad doesn't agree or approve... what can i do about this?

i know my dad doesn't mean everythings to me... but he gave me everything i need...

when im home... he keep take some working hard d people son compare with me... well seriously i don't really give a shit about how he smart or how hardworking is he... i don't really give a shit about those people... Second about those are their manners and their business! not mine... no matter how good or how great their are... those are they!! i don't really like to compare with others i always compare by myself to myself... i wanna challenge myself to get stronger smarter and better.....

i wanna improve myself every single minuts...

but i don't really think that my family knows that... why i said that? because since im age 16 i been left home from my back and keep study hard at a different places... and get a new life from the start until now.... this is not a joke or a easy way for anyone even me... i been learning every time that i get a chance...

what i learn it's not enough in my attitude .. why? cause i didn't stay at home.... and get teach by my parents.. or elder...

i don't believe that outside will teach you about this... this is what i learn from here... i know it's not enough at all... but im still trying to get better..... sigh... long story itiz? ya i think!!

well these day i been work out so hard... cause i wanna get my body back...

my body shape still with me... but the size of them are being thinner and smaller... that's not i ask for... why? cause past 3 month... i been eating all day long... supper at 12am or midnight... softdrink every single day.... doesn't work out at all...

when i'm back to taiwan i keep work out harder and push myself to the limit.... i want's my body back... and all those friend in the gym room was asking me faster come back.. your size are getting further from us... i was thinking "DAMN" seriously they are gaining bigger and stronger... and me i'm just get fats inside my body... the size are all gone GONE!!!!

but when i'm back i did drink some times....

drinking night...

FOr~
Hillary

well im back on track

today was the first day that i work out.....cause before this i already stop for 3 month of work out... my muscle was getting smaller..today i went back to gym factory... i saw few guys who was skinny in past 3 month and now they are huge man!! and muscular too... damn i shouldn't stop on the summer break... haha

and now i got my own target... i wanna keep my body fat below 9% of my weight percentage!!

today weight is 60.3Kg... tomorrow i dont think it's gonna gain...

cause i feel alot of fats inside me and im not going to let it gain more and more... seriously!!

these few days i saw facebook friends photo!! wow... most of my friend all are getting "huge" wah... i wonder what happen to them? why keep gaining their fat so easy geh? itiz the true reason of "not enough time" to get some sport? seriously?

well to me...im not going to give any excuse for myself!! im not going to make myself look like a fatty!!

well let's do this....!!

Hill this for you

well im back to taiwan again!

well ....i'm back to taiwan again!

this sem is the final year 1st sem..means one more semester to go

you saw the food up there? ya! it's from lavein bakery baby bring me there to try this!

after the first bite i fall in love in this!!!

and now i miss my baby more than anythings!! without her my mood just like so-so! not good enough! i really wish that the time can past faster than we can meet again!

the bottle you all saw!! it's all about nike bottle! nice? i love it! the red colour i saw it in malaysia and it sell Rm75 damn expensive!! that's why i bought at here Taiwan!! i bought each only Rm35!! i love the red one it's like special edition!!

baby love that too! that's why i bought two red bottle for myself!! haha

Hillary i miss you so

MUCH

I miss her!!!

Well I'm on the plane now... I really miss my girl Hillary!! I'm sad and emo now!!! Seriously!! This two and the half month my life was great and happy without any heart bleeding feels.. But now I have it!! Right now, today was September 16 I just left Malaysia area.... From KK I miss my girl!! Until now my heart beat fast and I really feels like crying.... I need someone to talk seriously ..... I'm emo, stomach not feeling well ,sad, and missing Hillary like crazy!! The most is im hungry but I don't have the appetite to get something's to eat... When I think about Taiwan ... Haih ... Sigh.. One Big word from my heart that's SAD!!!

4:25pm the meal serve .... I don't have the appetite but I'm hungry... Silly itiz? Ya I think so.. When the meal serve on my desk... I feeling crying again cause when I'm thinking of my family and my girl my tears start to fall out quick with uncontrollable seriously I miss them alot!!!

4:35pm u didn't finish my meal at all... I just ate few spoon than I just out it away.... Than continues my blog... Here it came again I wanna cry again when I thinking about Hillary always beside no matter how when or where she always beside me!!! I kiss the feeling that she grab my hand tight and hug me surprise when I was after sport sweat all over the body!! But Seriously she is the only one person never care about the sweat body and the smelly smell seriously!!! That's why I start missing my girl now!!!

This morning my family sent me to the airport .... Sis now!!!

I mean now ,I think about sis face and she treat me the most expensive breakfast I ever had!!! Rm66 and when I wanna say good bye she said: good luck ar and be careful all the time when I'm out o their view!!!

Yesterday sis keep staying at home and stay with me and I know she wanna do that cause I came back once a year ... Now my tears fell and there's passenger around me but I just can't control about my tears I was try to be good to sis when I'm home but I just hate myself sometime cause i was always yell at her and being a bad attitude guy!! I hate myself..

4:46pm my meal was clean out of my desk and now I just refill a orange juice for letting me feel better.... The miss plane saw my tears just now i think cause my tears drop big!! Just way from the eyes... And I was sniffing now... Nose are red eyes are wet!! Why I'm so a sensitive guys? I'm too over depends?? I just got back and meet my family feel month than now I feel like I a little kid now... This doesn't feels right at all....

This two month I did lot of things.... Including learning how to be a better man....doing a house worker as standby call.... And I drove a lot... To improve my driving skill... Even I'm still a P license but I still got lit of rules to learn.... Here I wanna thanks to my baby... She's good!! Teach me a lot of things without mad, I was always depends her

Everytime we hang out I alwAys ask her did you get my phone? Or itiz my phone inside your bag?? And she 200% said YES!!! Makes me no worried always forget to bring something's or do something Important "I Love You Hillary" I love you so much that you keep spending time with me... And you never said tired when you're tired, you're like super woman on the track!! You are a responsibility girl!! That's why I love you, sometimes you just make me worried about you when you're studying your exam note..... On that time I was keep talking with you or I just disturb you all the time... I'm sorry baby....

I miss you badly Hillary!!! Did you know that!! My heart is bleeding when you turn around after you said goodbye to me.... I wanna cry on the time my emotion just like been murder by random person without any reason!! I was feeling painful!! If your here im gonna grab you and cry like hell seriously!! See?? My tears falling again!!! And I can't stop it... Dammit, yesterday night you was calming down when the air ticket stuff makes me feel nervous, baby thanks you so much you always did that... Now I feels like I'm a coward.... Can't even stop the tears like usual , maybe this time was the first time I drop my tears in the flight.... I'm such a idiot, am I? Baby?

5:03pm the flight was uncomfortable at all cause a lot of Taiwanese in here.. and they sound are huge and noisy, and I can't sleep just now! Am I tired? I think yes gua yesterday I slept at 2am and wake up at 5 am baby help me to set the alarm to wake me up.

Seriously now I'm emo.... I can't sleep even I'm tired! And tonight was a painful night I think we both can't sleep well! We both missing each other... I gonna cry like crazy when I'm get bed seriously!

Hillary I love you so much because of you I learn I lot of human rules and behaviour !! I know your m om keep giving you a lot of presure and it just make you stress all the time... But do you remember?

Everytime you almost get blow up I always calm you Dow with hug or some kiss.... And talk softly... I'm so sorry baby I can't do it just now when your mom nagging you when I was during the flight.... I feel so bad tht I can't calm you down and keep making you emotional I'm so sorry baby....

My plane land on 6pm something but now it's 5:10pm what can I do now? Gummy bear?? I missing my girl again!!talk about gummy bear... She always out her hand in her handbag and. Grab a small pack of gummy bear and ask me what's this??? And she smile charming !!! I lve her smile all the time it was like never ever enough when she smile at me....

Well now is 5:20pm means one more hour to go I about to landing.... Now I wanna do is change my phone sim card and than take out a gummy bear to let my emotion feel better and the same is I keep imagine Hill was beside me.... Hillary I love you the most!! I Love you!!!

Dear John,

Hey baby, that's really a long time we didn't write love letter to each other. Silly me, of course we didn't. We were together almost everyday. But if you still remember, you've wrote me some small little cards that makes me melt. Seriously, I love what you did. It's so romantic and sweet. Not everyone can do this, but you did it great. I am so in love with you. I love you so much!

Read this first

Then this.

I know you are going to be very emotional when you get back home. Cause that time, you will be alone and facing the wall. But I know you still got your friends. Go hang out with them and have some fun. Or you can call me and chat with me. I will be here. I miss you a lot hubby.

P/s: I love you.

Love,
Hill