畢業了，是個碩士畢業生了。
該工作了，2014年的9月23日回到了大馬。
10月1號到了汶萊工作，到了12月11日調回大馬繼續工作MRT是吧？
每天來回120Km的路程加上在太陽與下雨的天氣下工作，雖說不是做粗工的我。什麼也做了工頭、工地主任、工程師、經理級的談判都做了的確我也學到了很多書本上沒呈現的東西。
往往都有一個想法就是“書是死的，東西是活得”不管程序怎麼跑，東西就是要完成就對了。所以我進行很很多很多不跟著程序去做的東西為的是彈性工作也有辦法完成工程所需的條件。
只要是有經驗的長輩都會認同這一點，東西是要完成其實從A到Z或是Z到A總之工作就是要完成，工作要完成就是要看自己的安排及排序能力。
如果每樣事情都要按照程序去做，很多時候都會浪費了很多很多的資源。就因為follow the procedure 真的會讓工程延誤及賠上很多不必要的款項。
今年的4月23日
是我人生的大日子，我結婚啦。
雖然說我只是個工程師。
學歷與薪資真的是成正比的！
不要一直說我的薪資高，你也不想想我在痛苦唸書的時候你們在做什麼？每次只會說唸書真好真開心根本沒壓力。
不然你們來試試吧。
交大就去唸唸再說吧。畢業後再跟我說感言吧。
你們看不到的，並不是你們想像的那樣。
不告知你們是因為沒有必要告知，告知你們後你們會覺得我很多苦訴。
時間會證明一些事情，在辦公室的確是完全沒有辦法瞭解外面的東西。
不要老是說我什麼都沒經歷過，我經歷過的你並不一定有你經歷的我也不一定有。
每個人都有一把自己的尺，你們到底要用怎樣的尺度去衡量自己的尺度與別人的尺度，你會用你的尺度去衡量別人就不要說別人會跟你有比較。
Sunday, March 8, 2015
Thursday, July 31, 2014
Saturday, July 26, 2014
廢渣
你是一坨屎，再怎麼搞還是一坨屎
就像，吃屎狗改不了不吃屎一樣。
人家點化你，你卻當人家挑剔你。
人家給你機會你變當成，我應得的
人家讓妳方便你卻當隨便
人家願意付出自己的心血，你卻當成他自找的
人家處處為你著想，你卻想自己的
別人幫你，沒有謝謝反而把別人當小人
別人的東西，你也要自己的東西別人一概沒有資格得到
被人付的錢不是錢，自己付的小錢卻是比百萬還大
人啊，人性。
難瞭嗎？簡單來說：天兵神將，讓我們祈福
但是某些天兵神將你必須像佛菩薩們祈福，這些人快點消失
以上純粹說明，一種米養白種人
Saturday, July 19, 2014
Last month being a Student
Well this is the last month that I'm still as a student as well, and I'm still waiting the oral exam just keep on postpone i don't know why. I'm just getting nervous in this whole month maybe was facing the last step for my certificate.
well, I'm still glad i had make the chose for fight my high education and i didn't regret it.. of course the process and the moment I'm in duration was hard and stressful!
but this is the last month and the last few weeks I'm DONE and I'm graduated i think august i'll take my Certificate and my lifestyle will get to another stage which is have to earn myself and manage my own things for sure.
I'm still feeling incredible i did this... until now.. now! last month and i'll reach my Certificate maybe all of you won't think it's that kind of hard and difficult to get a Master Degree in a National Chiao Tung University well let me tell you, you ain't know anythings about this school until you get it!! seriously don't really think I'm so easy to beat down by this School well you can have a try! but first you have to get in this school first! when you get in this school well let's see can you survive at the very first 3 month and tell me what do you feel.. well I'm not going to say much of it...
but the things is just try to fit yourself to those school who suit your level of Uni for a master degree not like me.. seriously it's just a nightmare!! this is so damn true!
well my girl went to United State and come back home already, she's happy all the time cause she finally get her degree for sure! good for her, and she's coming end of july well i hope I'm free for her...im still afraid that when she come i was in busying my thesis editing
well yesterday July 18 was my birthday nothing special and i didn't celebrate at all i just stay at lab and do my work until 8pm and get a quick dinner with my friends with no celebrate at all well i used to care so much about my own birthday but now seem like if got a celebration thats good and happy but it didn't
no Present No celebration No cake No candle No family member No mood at all
that's what i have on my Bday
well, I'm still glad i had make the chose for fight my high education and i didn't regret it.. of course the process and the moment I'm in duration was hard and stressful!
but this is the last month and the last few weeks I'm DONE and I'm graduated i think august i'll take my Certificate and my lifestyle will get to another stage which is have to earn myself and manage my own things for sure.
I'm still feeling incredible i did this... until now.. now! last month and i'll reach my Certificate maybe all of you won't think it's that kind of hard and difficult to get a Master Degree in a National Chiao Tung University well let me tell you, you ain't know anythings about this school until you get it!! seriously don't really think I'm so easy to beat down by this School well you can have a try! but first you have to get in this school first! when you get in this school well let's see can you survive at the very first 3 month and tell me what do you feel.. well I'm not going to say much of it...
but the things is just try to fit yourself to those school who suit your level of Uni for a master degree not like me.. seriously it's just a nightmare!! this is so damn true!
well my girl went to United State and come back home already, she's happy all the time cause she finally get her degree for sure! good for her, and she's coming end of july well i hope I'm free for her...im still afraid that when she come i was in busying my thesis editing
well yesterday July 18 was my birthday nothing special and i didn't celebrate at all i just stay at lab and do my work until 8pm and get a quick dinner with my friends with no celebrate at all well i used to care so much about my own birthday but now seem like if got a celebration thats good and happy but it didn't
no Present No celebration No cake No candle No family member No mood at all
that's what i have on my Bday
Monday, June 30, 2014
7月來臨了 July's coming
Well my girl went To LA U.S. and I'm still at Taiwan and facing my graduated issue just left 1 more step and I'm done for my education for sure! 9 years in Taiwan it's a long trip for myself Of course i do learn lots of things here, how to how live good by myself.
well it's been 9 years that i been here..from a diploma of Mechanical to a Degree of Civil Engineering and one more step I'll get a Master Degree of Civil Engineering, it's a long trip for me and my family they are support me at the time i can't done it without them , one more step !ONE MORE STEP the very moment in these July and August it will gave me the things i been fighting for Master Degree of Civil Engineering of course I'm based on Construction management so I'll get a job for doing management i guess .
Education 學歷
學歷重要嗎?學歷當然重要如果沒有學歷該怎麼辦?沒關係你還是可以活得很好，根本不需要擔心生活的問題，但是目前的社會目前的時代沒有學歷仿佛會被人嘲笑或是沒辦法得到入取工作的機會。
其實,對我而言學歷固然重要但是人格態度更重要你有高學歷充滿自信但是目無眾人，你說在那個大企業上班或是高階層的人員又能怎樣能?你的生活過過得快樂嗎?
在這時代學歷在每個人都需要的，如果沒有學歷甚麼都不用談了更加不用去妄想你能達到更高的階層職位，除非你自己當老闆甚麼迷思都解開了。
但是你連學歷的壓力都沒有感受過，社會的壓力更大當老闆要完全承擔全部的風險除非你是和有錢的家庭在撐腰不然你就是天才。
打工一族
每次去應徵工作的時候，常常都讓老闆說你都沒有經驗。
老闆:你都沒有經驗
是的，我的確沒有經驗但是我有學歷我有我自己的專業。
老闆:有學歷沒有經驗那有甚麼用?請你來也是還要花時間教你。
是的我是沒有經驗，所以薪資才那麼便宜。
而且我是有受過教育的，如果你不在乎學歷的條件你就不要再徵人啟事上說明要學歷啊!
就隨便請一個阿狗阿貓來你公司上班就好了。
也可以雇請一個高中畢業生幫你啊而且薪資更低，那時候你教導的時間會更常叻。
如果你是老闆你會怎麼回答?
你是打工一族，你又會不會真的如此回答?
這社會已經是達到了，金字塔階級貧富差距更大的時代了
為甚麼?因為不夠民族?還是因為員工都害怕找不到更好的員工?員工不想惹事生非?
員工一直都在忍耐?用忍耐、受氣、辱罵、用肝臟、尊嚴等來換錢。
員工一直都在忍耐?用忍耐、受氣、辱罵、用肝臟、尊嚴等來換錢。
這根本就是高學歷或是低學歷的員工擁有的特質。
我們應該是要用我們的專業帶來更好的時代更好的環境。老版的思維跟手法已經開始被淘汰了再不跟進，真的不要妄想你的公司規模會越來越大之能跟你說祝你順利。
目前在社會很多頂尖的公司都是一切年輕小伙子創業而成功了。
他們的做法不是老闆
是同事，不是我叫你做甚麼
是我們一起做甚麼!
你們了解了嗎? 老闆?
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
May 13 2014
Sydney -> Hong Kong
Seat 62C
4:04pm Sydney time zone
Well it's been 12hour from I wake up and travel long way from Hillary places to air port and now I'm on plane the first time I took Cathay Pacific Airlines , well good service but the bad things is it delay this morning which it should departure from Sydney at 7:35am but now they delay for 50min more and 5:40pm Sydney time will be reaching Hong Kong and I need to take transfer again from Hong Kong to Taipei I'm damn tired ... I don't think I still got the mood to shopping at the airport I really wanna buy something for Hillary and i'll try to look something special at Taoyuan airport as well
A 11 days trip to Sydney was very special and amazing May 2 reached and leave at May 13 tue which is today , I faint for few hours on the plane and I keep pop corn to other and I did really smells pop corn...
The first night I reach Sydney was happy and excited , we sitting at darling harbor and ate my dinner which is Sydney supper, the kebab was awful seriously , the next morning the pancake was super awesome and I love it a lot... Hillary really did some homework for meal that I we going to eat, it's fun that we start our coffee hunting at Sydney seriously was kinda expensive if I do really convert the currency but, please la don't blame me la I have to save up a lot of money only can go AUS and I already decide to go AUS for not buying coffee machine also, what do you expect for? Haha
I did my work just now I really think tomorrow I wake up early and I can do it... I can finish it the chapter 4 at Sunday seriously! I really have to finish it and this Friday night I got a competition as well , we got a match with china people also we hope we can win it , and my body shape... Sigh... I start training tomorrow don't worry and no worry it will be back Soo very soon I mean... I love you Hillary for doing these for me when I was at Sydney I hope you're enjoy and happy as well when I was there, yea I did say I'm going to marry you as my wife but, just give me some time and you too we have to add oil and fight for out own life like sis , which mean that we have to work really hard after graduate and face the serious ever on our attitude on working I really hope that I can earn some money and we can share on using, one things it's just about your temper, if you're keep Chanting and you'll alright! You will be fine I can feel that, Hillary these few days I do sleep well cause you're beside me and your bed are not that comfortable for me cause too soft now my back and neck damn Jialat I really need to go find doctor Xie on next week just can GAO Tim la... Arm are gila Babi also keep on going electric shock"手痹"
And I just pass by Philippine Manila and it's 4:20pm Sydney time one and the half hour more will be reaching HK I saw Taiwan on the map and which mean will be reaching soon .. Seriously I feel very excited after my graduated what kind of lifestyle we'll have at the same time cafe are going to open but not that soon , and we have to think about before a coffee shop what job we have to work as, well to me i already fixed and I think you'll be soon too.
And your jewels class will it really happen? Cause I really curious. You know la your mom already change plan d... But I do looking forward that you're going U.S I wish I can go too haha but I don't have the time on that moment ...
Touch down at 4pm HK time which is my flight to Taipei is 4:30pm end up I can't get on time to my flight thanks to Cathay airline they change my flight twice ! Twice!!
And delay GAO GAO my original flight was 4:30 now? 7:50pm only take off when I reach Taiwan it's 9:30pm and im taking bus now to the HSR station to Hsinchu and taxi to home I don't have the strength to take train anymore ... Seriously!
It's 11:35pm now yesterday night I'm still talking to Hillary about future and something's we both are interesting ... But now we are separate and back to the real life that we have to face our stuff and work! I hope she's fine for everything because she's smart....
I think i'll reach home around 10:30 for sure whih is 12:30am on Sydney! I love Sydney I love my girlfriend also ....
Sydney -> Hong Kong
Seat 62C
4:04pm Sydney time zone
Well it's been 12hour from I wake up and travel long way from Hillary places to air port and now I'm on plane the first time I took Cathay Pacific Airlines , well good service but the bad things is it delay this morning which it should departure from Sydney at 7:35am but now they delay for 50min more and 5:40pm Sydney time will be reaching Hong Kong and I need to take transfer again from Hong Kong to Taipei I'm damn tired ... I don't think I still got the mood to shopping at the airport I really wanna buy something for Hillary and i'll try to look something special at Taoyuan airport as well
A 11 days trip to Sydney was very special and amazing May 2 reached and leave at May 13 tue which is today , I faint for few hours on the plane and I keep pop corn to other and I did really smells pop corn...
The first night I reach Sydney was happy and excited , we sitting at darling harbor and ate my dinner which is Sydney supper, the kebab was awful seriously , the next morning the pancake was super awesome and I love it a lot... Hillary really did some homework for meal that I we going to eat, it's fun that we start our coffee hunting at Sydney seriously was kinda expensive if I do really convert the currency but, please la don't blame me la I have to save up a lot of money only can go AUS and I already decide to go AUS for not buying coffee machine also, what do you expect for? Haha
I did my work just now I really think tomorrow I wake up early and I can do it... I can finish it the chapter 4 at Sunday seriously! I really have to finish it and this Friday night I got a competition as well , we got a match with china people also we hope we can win it , and my body shape... Sigh... I start training tomorrow don't worry and no worry it will be back Soo very soon I mean... I love you Hillary for doing these for me when I was at Sydney I hope you're enjoy and happy as well when I was there, yea I did say I'm going to marry you as my wife but, just give me some time and you too we have to add oil and fight for out own life like sis , which mean that we have to work really hard after graduate and face the serious ever on our attitude on working I really hope that I can earn some money and we can share on using, one things it's just about your temper, if you're keep Chanting and you'll alright! You will be fine I can feel that, Hillary these few days I do sleep well cause you're beside me and your bed are not that comfortable for me cause too soft now my back and neck damn Jialat I really need to go find doctor Xie on next week just can GAO Tim la... Arm are gila Babi also keep on going electric shock"手痹"
And I just pass by Philippine Manila and it's 4:20pm Sydney time one and the half hour more will be reaching HK I saw Taiwan on the map and which mean will be reaching soon .. Seriously I feel very excited after my graduated what kind of lifestyle we'll have at the same time cafe are going to open but not that soon , and we have to think about before a coffee shop what job we have to work as, well to me i already fixed and I think you'll be soon too.
And your jewels class will it really happen? Cause I really curious. You know la your mom already change plan d... But I do looking forward that you're going U.S I wish I can go too haha but I don't have the time on that moment ...
Touch down at 4pm HK time which is my flight to Taipei is 4:30pm end up I can't get on time to my flight thanks to Cathay airline they change my flight twice ! Twice!!
And delay GAO GAO my original flight was 4:30 now? 7:50pm only take off when I reach Taiwan it's 9:30pm and im taking bus now to the HSR station to Hsinchu and taxi to home I don't have the strength to take train anymore ... Seriously!
It's 11:35pm now yesterday night I'm still talking to Hillary about future and something's we both are interesting ... But now we are separate and back to the real life that we have to face our stuff and work! I hope she's fine for everything because she's smart....
I think i'll reach home around 10:30 for sure whih is 12:30am on Sydney! I love Sydney I love my girlfriend also ....
Saturday, April 12, 2014
無言
這幾天，頭昏腦脹、神智不清、語無倫次。
都不知道為甚麼這一切的一切是為了什麼？有些時候面對一些無言且到達無法用語言來形容的那些人事物。我只能說，“你們饒了我吧”他們腦子裡到底想到了什麼？
為甚麼為自我為中心在先且把其它的人當其次。
這是為甚麼，為甚麼他們神智就是常常不清楚，事情的原來事情的緣故？
跟他講解時還得到批評，這是為甚麼？
難道這就是前世欠他們的嗎？好吧，阿彌陀佛！
這些事情，我都一直覺得很好奇為甚麼？就跟他說了原因他還不見得聽或是還是覺得哪裡有問題之類的。
好吧，這一切的一切都不需要解釋。已經不需要解釋了也沒必要解釋了。反正日子還是很長遇到這種的人還是會很多，應該學習如何面對這些人才對。哭訴只是帶來瞬間的爽快並無任何幫助。就是如此，這些事情都是由我在18歲那年一個人忙著工作在百多人的公司內與人起爭執口角甚至對立。搞到單位沒辦法正常營運且在輪班制度內主管還會知道怎麼調動人員。到了大學，我變成了一個放任的死小孩。完全不把人情世故放在眼裡卻到處去玩交遊廣闊就是因為我們沒有合作關係才有辦法這樣生存，如有合作的關係或者利益關係當人就會有“小人”的出沒。當然不知是這樣會出現小人，小人妒忌你針對你或看你不爽是不需要任何理由的。而且他們還會理直氣壯的說“正常人”的不是且會在背後抹黑甚至搞一些有的沒的，但是到目前為止我一個人在外那麼多年還沒試過讓人得逞，而且還沒試過被人再後面亂搞只是一般被我發現我可能會被我雙倍或是更糟糕的事情都會發生。當然我不希望這些事情會出現以為Hillary<----- p="">
今天一整天都是神智不清，無法思考只相當廢人。但是因為論文的進度我根本沒辦法當廢人即使把資料扣過去但是還是沒辦法清楚自己要表達的是什麼東西。老師的問卷都遲遲不寄來我還在等他的問卷我要在他問卷寄給我之前把第二章節第三章節寫完要求不高至少要有40頁讓我在5月份的時候有短短的gap休息。等我問卷收集完畢，我就開始分析開始寫問卷覺得事情。這樣一來我就可以順利口試然後就希望如老師說的東西改一點然後口試後就畢業了。老師說我會畢業，我當然希望是如此。如果畢業當天，我真的會大解放！
我的女人，你不能跟我去印度沒關係我會努力幫你完成願望。OK？你爸媽來就好好陪他們吧。真的可以不理我，沒關係我明白的。所以不用擔心ok？我會自己搞定的。就因為是我自己的事情所以必須自己完成。ok？love you Hillary感謝天讓我的女人頭腦是清醒的，還可以提醒我的頭腦。他的頭腦絕對比我的大，他的思考應該會比我清除多了。
hahaha
p/s: i didn't say ur head big ar... 不要對號入座!!
都不知道為甚麼這一切的一切是為了什麼？有些時候面對一些無言且到達無法用語言來形容的那些人事物。我只能說，“你們饒了我吧”他們腦子裡到底想到了什麼？
為甚麼為自我為中心在先且把其它的人當其次。
這是為甚麼，為甚麼他們神智就是常常不清楚，事情的原來事情的緣故？
跟他講解時還得到批評，這是為甚麼？
難道這就是前世欠他們的嗎？好吧，阿彌陀佛！
這些事情，我都一直覺得很好奇為甚麼？就跟他說了原因他還不見得聽或是還是覺得哪裡有問題之類的。
好吧，這一切的一切都不需要解釋。已經不需要解釋了也沒必要解釋了。反正日子還是很長遇到這種的人還是會很多，應該學習如何面對這些人才對。哭訴只是帶來瞬間的爽快並無任何幫助。就是如此，這些事情都是由我在18歲那年一個人忙著工作在百多人的公司內與人起爭執口角甚至對立。搞到單位沒辦法正常營運且在輪班制度內主管還會知道怎麼調動人員。到了大學，我變成了一個放任的死小孩。完全不把人情世故放在眼裡卻到處去玩交遊廣闊就是因為我們沒有合作關係才有辦法這樣生存，如有合作的關係或者利益關係當人就會有“小人”的出沒。當然不知是這樣會出現小人，小人妒忌你針對你或看你不爽是不需要任何理由的。而且他們還會理直氣壯的說“正常人”的不是且會在背後抹黑甚至搞一些有的沒的，但是到目前為止我一個人在外那麼多年還沒試過讓人得逞，而且還沒試過被人再後面亂搞只是一般被我發現我可能會被我雙倍或是更糟糕的事情都會發生。當然我不希望這些事情會出現以為Hillary<----- p="">
今天一整天都是神智不清，無法思考只相當廢人。但是因為論文的進度我根本沒辦法當廢人即使把資料扣過去但是還是沒辦法清楚自己要表達的是什麼東西。老師的問卷都遲遲不寄來我還在等他的問卷我要在他問卷寄給我之前把第二章節第三章節寫完要求不高至少要有40頁讓我在5月份的時候有短短的gap休息。等我問卷收集完畢，我就開始分析開始寫問卷覺得事情。這樣一來我就可以順利口試然後就希望如老師說的東西改一點然後口試後就畢業了。老師說我會畢業，我當然希望是如此。如果畢業當天，我真的會大解放！
我的女人，你不能跟我去印度沒關係我會努力幫你完成願望。OK？你爸媽來就好好陪他們吧。真的可以不理我，沒關係我明白的。所以不用擔心ok？我會自己搞定的。就因為是我自己的事情所以必須自己完成。ok？love you Hillary感謝天讓我的女人頭腦是清醒的，還可以提醒我的頭腦。他的頭腦絕對比我的大，他的思考應該會比我清除多了。
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p/s: i didn't say ur head big ar... 不要對號入座!!
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