Well... it's a last year in my degree education...and now what i face? i'm facing a big problem on the way from my life.... what's that?
Ya..you're right the master course... should i take it? or i just put it away and go back home and start a job until im dead!!!
actually i really want to take the master course when i was year two.... i wanna take it when i'm graduated... from this civil engineering degree... but.. when i went back my home..*Malaysia* i saw a lot of example by not studying Master... all of them are earning money.. and they didn't spend their parents money!!! for sure...
how about me? ya right~ im still spending their money Harlo.... im 23 this year... few month later im gonna be 24 year old... a young man!! still using their parents money in study... seriously..
should i take the course... i been thinking this question for few night.... after last friday meeting with my Profesor
he saw my total result...in this three years ... he said... John.. you still can climb higher in your education... you got the condition and you have the knowledge, time, the biggest problem is... your economic still can let you climb higher...
and he said... at least when you walk out this door... you can be a man with a master certificate... and if you really graduated you will get 3 major of subject with professional knowledge in your life....and you will be more easier to get a job compare with those who graduated by Deegre .....seriously his right!!! and i really agree what he said to me... but now what?
if i really go for my master course... i need to spend two years more in Tw... gosh.. totally spend 9 years in this country.. this is a long time!!!! i should really think about the master course it's hard to make a decision!!
this few days i'm been thinking this question should i or shouldn't i?
i been thinking day and night!! seriously~ in my heart it's said No
But in my brain and look further... it was a Yes inside my Brain...
everytime i went back i saw lot of friend already graduated from Their University and work hard.... for their dream and future... but how about me? im still fighting for the books and knowledge that my dad doesn't agree or approve... what can i do about this?
i know my dad doesn't mean everythings to me... but he gave me everything i need...
when im home... he keep take some working hard d people son compare with me... well seriously i don't really give a shit about how he smart or how hardworking is he... i don't really give a shit about those people... Second about those are their manners and their business! not mine... no matter how good or how great their are... those are they!! i don't really like to compare with others i always compare by myself to myself... i wanna challenge myself to get stronger smarter and better.....
i wanna improve myself every single minuts...
but i don't really think that my family knows that... why i said that? because since im age 16 i been left home from my back and keep study hard at a different places... and get a new life from the start until now.... this is not a joke or a easy way for anyone even me... i been learning every time that i get a chance...
what i learn it's not enough in my attitude .. why? cause i didn't stay at home.... and get teach by my parents.. or elder...
i don't believe that outside will teach you about this... this is what i learn from here... i know it's not enough at all... but im still trying to get better..... sigh... long story itiz? ya i think!!
well these day i been work out so hard... cause i wanna get my body back...
my body shape still with me... but the size of them are being thinner and smaller... that's not i ask for... why? cause past 3 month... i been eating all day long... supper at 12am or midnight... softdrink every single day.... doesn't work out at all...
when i'm back to taiwan i keep work out harder and push myself to the limit.... i want's my body back... and all those friend in the gym room was asking me faster come back.. your size are getting further from us... i was thinking "DAMN" seriously they are gaining bigger and stronger... and me i'm just get fats inside my body... the size are all gone GONE!!!!
but when i'm back i did drink some times....