What a Brainless Postgraduate

Actually this is damn stupid idiot things happen like this, alright things happen like this. i was having a nap and then i got a message from my senior and told me about "Congraz you have been choose to being the National Construction management competition composer " i was like what the hell? and how did they do it? alright they use a Apps to roll the dice like playing true or dare and choose my name on it, 
i was like what the fuck?

 here is the stupid things and this fucker dare to post on Facebook damn fucking stupid and brainless and that "丁一" is a PHD student i actually don't like him at all because his keep bullying junior , and his a fat ass!! why im so unlike him? all because he keep bullying junior of course including me! why i'll get bully? well i just be quite and see what he going to do with me... well i try to build up my force and my defence from this fucker his is such a idiot! an PHD student decide things by apps? this is so naive and brainless if im the one who hold the phone to play this app of course im gonna keep pressing until the person that i want him to be the Composer right? Hello can you use your fucking brain to think about the witness and this things doesn't insist!! how you deicide a things by using a brainless app to make a decision right? this is so unfair , well of course i don't want get into the trouble of being the composer... this is just so stupid!

 

and now i guess they know im not happy with it, so they decide to choose two person to handle this case, this is so brainless action! one is Master student another is PHD student but they both are so brainless!! seriously brainless to the max! i was so mad they put me on the god table! i just don't like it im not saying that i can't handle the case , it's so unfair and brainless decision to find a person be a 替死鬼this is madness! i just don't like their attitude to solving problem... so speechless...

Well today is Sunday of course, i wake up at 9 something and went school by 10am for workout hard!

After workout of course i been tired and go back home to deal with my MacBook Pro 13" to install the AutoCAD 2011 for the working stuff, well i guess im gonna bring my Mac to office for the drawing. just i need some time to deal all about the drawing stuff, it was like a nightmare just because using a education Version to draw the blueprint ...

sigh.... my dear going back Aussie next week so she will be all alone again, i hope she will get more comfortable when she being alone do what she want to do.. and I'm working busy also

Thursday is my birthday but i think i still need to work and i'll keep quite that July 18th is my birthday i won't tell everybody unless someone find out~ well this year was the most silent birthday i think .. all my bestie are in Malaysia and they are busying also , including my family i wish they are healthy all the time no sick no broke HUATT AR!!!

After a short nap ,wake up and go driving range to practice my golf technique well... Unfortunately my hand are pain!!! "water pop again" i just play for 300 shot.... than my hand are hurt i mean really hurt i can't even hold the drive tight... so i decide to play chipping and waste all the balls...

when the time almost reach 7pm i want to go back home but the sky just change so fast 

5min ago i saw a rainbow and now the heavy rain arrival! i was like what the hell? this is super crazy and so un-real !!i got rain cot inside my bike i just wear my rain cot and ride my 100cc scooter to cari makan....

well this is my dinner Nt10 each , add on a eggs Nt10 more so total is Nt30 bucks only the restaurant name was kinda special it call 炸糊 haha funny right? well the taste was ok but not really nice compare to the pricing it worth it, so after is i go home and wash my clothes clean myself. It's raining outside just because the typhoon just gone, now the rain come right after the typhoon sigh... tomorrow i have to work also, but the things is the site i was worry about .. how im gonna face those situation that the rain cause the damage to the Building or construction ... and i can feel that tomorrow i'll be super busy to go here and there well, this job was training my patient and my attitude to face those fucker! well i just keep silent and do what should i do... i hope August will come faster i wanna pass my summer break fast and smooth because i feel like tired that this job are really tired , and i should learn more than that. i'll do everything's that senior ask for! i hope i can contribute a Consultant company as well by using dad company name..... 

I miss you my dear!

my dear , i miss you so much you know d right? well i was hopping that i can learn alot by my job and things will get smooth and cool~i miss you so much and thursday is my Birthday , well i dont wish to have present because you're not here also... but things is you have prepare to buy me a present if you want to.. if you buy me a present than i'll buy you one if i got the chance or money or we can use that money and go out country for vacation haha~ i miss you my dear love you so much, december im going back lo~ sis help me buy the air ticket already Nov 30 i'll go back and DEC 22 i'll go back taiwan lo and chinese new year is on feb i think i can go back as well haha i hope we can have fun on dec , if you're free on dec please come with me to taiwan lo...love you my dear love you~~~

The Second Week of Internship

Well i was start Working on July 1st and it was the first week of my internship as a Consultant Engineer, it's so cool for me to work as a consultant engineer and i was try to learn the real style of construction building, and the progress was so need to learn about it.

Okie here is it, the name of the company is 世合工程技術顧問公司  Shih-Ho consultant company the boss was my senior which is same "Boss" professor of master course, that's why i got the chance to work at here. the locate of the company are not that far from my places it's around 4Km away from here. the first week was very very boring because everyone are busying their own project of the site, and I'm the intern that's why they don't ask me for help, but i keep asking them anythings that i can help you all? or what i can do now? well the first week is get used to it when the site are be confirm that who in-charge of it , well i take the first school and the most nearly from the company

 "寶山國民型中學" it's a secondary school when i been there, the construction are already start and i want to know what's going on about the school was a structure enhance Construction case , the Sub-Contractor dig the foundation , and it find out the column are in different axis it was so terrible construction at last time, and it seems like the laws of the construction are very very easy going, that's why the case happen like this can you saw the column? this is ridicules and the building didn't fall down when earthquake cames! this is scary! danger! if i know the column being like this i won't be inside this building , when the building falls , i think it will be a chaos  for the student !

Well i was kinda interesting about this Job actually i kinda enjoy what i did now, im try to learn what should i do when i'm a Consultant Engineer and what can i do for the job, the most interesting is the construction progress , being those progress it was very complicated and i was try to learn them how they going to solve all the problem when they meet during the progress, the Owner are freaking unlikey even that im a consultant position , i still dont like their talks! Seriously!! i was thinking if im back to malaysia i'll try to work as a General Contractor position or Consultant position! i was still thinking about it. 

actually i don't know that i got some practical theory , on the base of construction and i know where did i learn from, it's Kao Yuan Technology University the Degree course , well all i can said i know the school name are not really good as those famous University but i can said that i did learn a lot from Kao Yuan im really appreciate it! fortunately that i study kao yuan , it doesn't i won't know so much of practical part of construction.... it really helps when im start working!

Hillary is working at the cafe, to learn more about the coffee stuff it might let her explore all the coffee knowledge and she will be 100% Pro as a coffee maker ..... she will be more Pro than me! of course!

well we chat less these day because that im working at morning 8am until 5:30pm it's almost 6pm when i really off the work. she's working from 3pm until midnight that why we dont have the chance to talk much, but sometimes when we know each other are busying we wont disturb each other for sure. but i wish she can know about the real world works, im not blaming her... i just want her to know that the real was isn't that easy that we thought ... we all know about the money are important but it's not every things... like i always said when you spend 100 bucks on something , did you ever think back how you gonna earn that 100 bucks by your own? well this word was tell by my dad he always said this to me when i was a Naive kid i like to spend money to buy things that i feel like i want it, until these day i didn't i just buy what i need here. even clothes i only buy once in a semester.

Last month was June dad visit taiwan and we been those shopping mall i didn't buy many things even that i know dad will buy for me, i just tell him that i don't need it and if i really need it i'll buy myself so don't worry about it....i was surprise that said: i know you want something you'll try to figure it out how to get the money to buy that things, well .... i am! when i want to buy something i want not i need i'll keep thinking how should i get the money from work or where else to buy those things that i want it... i know i'll buy something expensive sometimes but , those things are still available and good condition too which means that i really care the stuff that i bought even a pen! maybe someone will said im bluff or to much self-confidence here, well if you all want to judge me like that.. so be it you will be seen that you're wrong when the times comes...

i was work under the sun, and i got sick in the first week it's because the weather are too hot and i just can't handle it it's about 39 Celsius, don't worry i was not in stress yet it just been two week , i have to survive until all the summer break finish which mean is August 31 was the last day of work i hope the day will come, when i start working i was very tired that's why i sleep at 9:30pm sometimes....next morning i have to wake up at 6:30am to prepare myself to work and leaves my places at 7:45am 15min to reach my office this is the other construction project was a small bridge building project.... this is still a small case of construction but seems like lots of things i should learn from it!

Next week, Thursday is my birthday but.. i think i still have to work and no celebrating ... haha just like old times when im still working in the mechanical company just like old times... no celebration just work hard and rest well 

 i miss my girl so much but, i hope she can learn more than the coffee stuff... i love her and i wish she can be more tough!! it's good for her~      

時間過很快

看見兩年前的部落格，說：“來臺第6年了”明年就畢業了。
也就是在2011年 帖的部落格，如今是2013年了。
這次是真的可以說明年就畢業了，真的明年就可以畢業了。
來臺已“8年” 畢業的同時也是進入第9年的年資，老台灣人叻？
100分之百，我還是大馬人我還是愛大馬我不會放棄大馬。我也不會討厭臺灣只是，是時候換換環境了。也希望有很多新的挑戰，目前在（世合工程技術顧問公司）上班擔任小小的，監造工程師，從明天起還要擔任設計工程師的工作，就是畫圖咯。雖然從簡單開始畫起，也可以從中學習的。我相信暑假結束後我是收益滿滿的。

Hill you're working now, ofcourse it's a long day when you working, you have to stand whole day and i have to work under the sun whole day also , we fight together okie? Love ya~ and good night

Next year im going to graduated! As a Master Degree of Civil Engineering Construction management I'll try my best to find a nice job by my Certificate and fight for the future!
to chase the dreams of us..... Gambateh and good night

I miss you

Hey,

I'm sorry for not being by your side now as you feel sick. I feel bad when you ask me to go to you but I have to reject you. I feel bad because now I'm not an independent as in person so I can fly to you whenever I want. You know me, you know how my mom does, you know how the things work in my family. You have no idea how badly I wanted to be by your side. It's just the bad timing. I gave you my promise, whenever you want to travel I will not say no. I really think a lot, cause I want the best of both world and I don't want to hurt anyone. I hope you understand. If I can go Taiwan on December I would really love to. Seriously. I'm kinda fed up, cause of my mom. I'm stranded, can't go anywhere and you are upset. If only I can make my own decision. I really wish you can walk into my heart my mind and see what's inside. I can't explain it, because if we start the topic we will get into a fight. Fight is the last thing I want it to happen, and I don't want it. Now, I know. Timing is everything. 

Love,

Hill

And if you really can walk into my heart, you will see how much I love you.