Jan 15 Wed

Well.... this semester was going to be end soon, and i'll be home this friday noon..... which means i left one more semester to end my graduated of my life time...
Next semester will be the last chance of fighting and my goal of this winter break is i have to complete my 2 Chapter of my Thesis and the Chapter 4 i have to get the data from school and others school either that might be the hardest part for me and the Company that i have to visit are way too far from my schedule i just wanna make it smooth and quick...but things just happened on Monday i had a meeting with my professor and we're discussing about my questionnaire for my thesis research answer and data collection it might be a mess for me right now sigh...

well friday is coming and i'll be home , i wish i really can do something that i have to do about my research part it's too important for me and it effect my graduated date and qualify!

this time I'm going back home with huge luggage and heavy stuff! well actually those things have to be back home soon just don't know when then i decide to take it back at this time, cause i still got lot's of things have to send back ... and most of them are clothes some are just empty box some of them are memories to me... but some of them are trash but i still keeping them as a part of spend memories the remind me that i already bought!

Hill going back Aussie soon erm..... i think I'm gonna miss her too she's going back on 10th of Feb which is still chinese new years , yesterday we were chatting somethings that "value mind?"erm... everyone has a different way to think and moves just can't force them to think same as yours.. well i get it but one of things are important call respect , but i don't feel everyone really know it.... even my friend knows but maybe they all are a grow adult meet lots of things and did get in a huge trouble or learn a lesson from big mistake that's why they know the RESPECT and self manage....to try their best to be the one who will be accept from outsider even a small matter but i ain't seen one in those "ungrateful Brat "think back when i was 16 alone at a different country i lives my own and no one care a shit about you because you're no body now! well i been there before and now ... I'm still a no body as well but i can said that i care about everyone... but "Brat?"  Ain't!! why? cause Brat always think they're right and do what they want and doesn't care about others that might be effected in the circle ...... why would i said that? cause i had seems a lot even my junior that not in my lab .....they always think the world are giving them trouble or some human being are trying to mess with them even they "think" they're fine from their confidence , well "Brat" let me tell you if 1 thousand people said you're wrong... they will be two answer at the end 1.you're a gunnies that's why you don't care others   2. you're a fool that didn't mention the environment around you had change and you should be joined! Well "Brat" give you a word here....If you can't defeat them join them and Don't think BIG but think nice! IF you really think that's you're totally right for everything well in my eyes you're not there yet... cause you still a "kid" you still don't have the qualified to talk rights.... why I'm so hate about "Brats" well i don't think "Brats" knows the true Hell life ever!! i been there when i was 16~20 these few years i been living at hell and health are been alert, all because too tired and only slept 3 hour every single day work for my school fees , do i have any choice? well for my answer is a NO if i choose give up i might being a "Brat" right now!
well if you're a Brat pls .... think deep down and wake up to not being a stupid brat the environment has change and being comfortable or not... just mention you to know don't be one of them... cause i really hate "brat" they are too over self confidence!



well see you guys on Friday date me for a chat or a drink..... Ciaoz
 

MONDAY BLUE!!

Well today is monday of course, had a meeting on morning 10:00am and i wake up with a big headache which i didn't sleep well last night and wake up at 3am middle of the night after wake up straight away to school. get into lab and grab my note and head to Professor Office for meeting and was discuss about my questionnaire for my research data base.. but the first 10min Professor was saying my Work was too messy and can't be connected as a data base questionnaire and whole meeting duration was only 25min yea i end my meeting on 10:30am~ 

Conclusion is i have to redo my questionnaire , which means last week i was like an idiot doing a stupid questionnaire and useless some more sigh........then i was prepare to go gym for workout and release all the mistake that i had made , when i reach the entrance of the gym it said "Close" i was like what the Fuck? then i didn't workout today and decide to go the IT centre for take the memory card that i had order on yesterday, when i reach there around 3:30pm and the staff said the memory card haven arrive yet, i was like what the hell? ok fine then i was thinking it still early maybe i can go Aquarium for buy somethings then i don't know where is the places , and check for the internet the Shop close on every monday i was like "WALAO e~~~~" everythings close on monday? then i'm abit hungry wanna get some donuts to eat as a snack , reach there as a empty stall... 

Wah PIANG~~~  should i call it MONDAY BLUE?

well today i was like a trash doing nothing and read nothing no output at all, and i ate a lot as my dinner maybe food will make me feel better sometimes but i just can't eat too much because of body fat issue, and Hill shows me some photo it really makes me happy that she really did diet all the time  i wish she can keep going and good for the health , today Hill was telling me that she might going ShangHai for her own business but to me i will not able to go with her to china and fight together at there, because i got my own family business too and i don't want to leave my family apart which i been leaving them for almost 9 years , i just don't like out country for long stay i just want to be home that's it.. hill I'm sorry~ i promise one things i still love you very much.... but hor... think back la.. you haven graduated le.... how to think so fast about china punya business? unless you give up the education and go there immediately but i don't think you will do that right? you said wanna study master at malaysia i said of course go for it , i hope i still can fetch you to school and fetch you back after my work i wish that we can stay together and we will have a house i wanna decorate by us my own house and room gaming room gym or tiny office can it be land property? haha i always got a places i can wash my car d places... haha 

and Hillary this time come back we can spend almost 18 days including chinese new year and i don't know how many days will be disqualify by your mom la... but the coffee discover will be a BIG FAT YES to me.. just have to manage when where and how, just like that very easy i hope i can take photo also~

http://tantannews.com/?p=10483

here's the link of the list of coffee shop that we want to go try out d...okie? deal? 

Love you  Hillary

John

Week 17 of the semester

Well it's 17 of 18 week of the whole semester time flies~ in my memories last year of this moment i was doing my homework and suffering about the final report and exam of course i Don't have any free time or any short break but this semester was different the tempo of my studies getting smooth and slow that i manage by myself...and two more friday more i'll be home i mean prepare for the Chinese new year but this year was kinda different cause sis is not with us anymore she got her own family too. 

the next Semester might be my last semester of my life seriously, i was studying a lot since i was a kid i never think that i can go this far until a master of civil engineering of course i wish i can graduated on time and doesn't get any delay on the date. i didn't sleep well these few days well i can said a week i can't even sleep tight or sleep enough i was busying all the time and wake up early and rush to lab to correct my questionnaire it was a part of my thesis resource it was very important for me research and i might doing the way of my research if my research are successful i hope i can do it! and one things i was considering is the part of after my graduated i wanna learn more about the energy saving i mean the technical part of course~

 i was taking train to Taichung but i got no seat then i sat at the corridor stairs

well Hill went to work starting this week, and she's tired all the time go out at morning and came back at midnight i hope she will enjoy the barista stuff, well one things it just doesn't make me feel secure , she might going china Shanghai for her future works. well i won't stop her if she really wanna go i just don't feel right if she leaves me like that , we be apart from each other for so many years until we graduated and we still have to take the leaving each other part? well it just doesn't feels right and just feel insecure for me... she's a happy girl she want to go wherever she wants but me? erm... maybe I'm just a mummy little boys? stick to my family as well? maybe that i leave home since  i was 16 and now I'm 26 consider as 2014 well? what can it be? i just wanna go home I'll been leaving malaysia almost 10 years since 2005 june 6th i won't remember the day i came to taiwan!  

well talk about today~ i been 竹山鎮 well it actually was in 南投 i been travel from 新竹 台中 南投-竹山鎮  雲林-斗六 lots of places actually the destination was 竹山鎮

went to my mum friends house they got a garden and i was kinda enjoy the relax and comfortable without the city pollution .... when i reach there i was kinda impress of their works only 4 person of them can make the garden so big and comfortable 

the garden was very good and all by natural, when i walks in they got 3 "Pondok" summer house and we have our lunch box at there.. after lunch box i didn't bring my Mac to there than i decide let my brain put it empty for relax for awhile because of these few weeks the loading was kinda heavy just let it be free and empty then i fall as sleep~

and guess what this is what i see when my head looking my feet... i wish i can bring Hill here and enjoy the moment with me too even that it's free it's because my mum friends is the owner of this garden!!!

awesome right? natural air condition was kinda cold also 

it was a places when i keep my brain empty then i just directly fall asleep also

this is the best part i bought the green tea which is 烏龍 “冬片” which is expensive and very less in a year was costing Rm250 in 600g! well i bought a little for myself the taste was really good ! and of course the equipment of drinking tea are important as well see those piggy was very cute and pretty was a decoration of the Main tea plate was a comfortable feeling when you drinking the tea

i wish i can buy my own tea set i mean a good quality tea set! just like this but i wish i can get myself a real tea table for only drinking the tea...the feeling is good and the quality of drinking tea~well today i feel comfortable and relax and i just sent my first version of my questionnaire to my professor so we will have a meeting on monday morning i think after that day will be busy until the week i went back malaysia for chinese new year~ well happy new year everyone it's 2014 it's a lunar of horse year wish all of you have a nice year and stay healthy stay happy~ 

John