Well.... this semester was going to be end soon, and i'll be home this friday noon..... which means i left one more semester to end my graduated of my life time...
Next semester will be the last chance of fighting and my goal of this winter break is i have to complete my 2 Chapter of my Thesis and the Chapter 4 i have to get the data from school and others school either that might be the hardest part for me and the Company that i have to visit are way too far from my schedule i just wanna make it smooth and quick...but things just happened on Monday i had a meeting with my professor and we're discussing about my questionnaire for my thesis research answer and data collection it might be a mess for me right now sigh...
well friday is coming and i'll be home , i wish i really can do something that i have to do about my research part it's too important for me and it effect my graduated date and qualify!
this time I'm going back home with huge luggage and heavy stuff! well actually those things have to be back home soon just don't know when then i decide to take it back at this time, cause i still got lot's of things have to send back ... and most of them are clothes some are just empty box some of them are memories to me... but some of them are trash but i still keeping them as a part of spend memories the remind me that i already bought!
Hill going back Aussie soon erm..... i think I'm gonna miss her too she's going back on 10th of Feb which is still chinese new years , yesterday we were chatting somethings that "value mind?"erm... everyone has a different way to think and moves just can't force them to think same as yours.. well i get it but one of things are important call respect , but i don't feel everyone really know it.... even my friend knows but maybe they all are a grow adult meet lots of things and did get in a huge trouble or learn a lesson from big mistake that's why they know the RESPECT and self manage....to try their best to be the one who will be accept from outsider even a small matter but i ain't seen one in those "ungrateful Brat "think back when i was 16 alone at a different country i lives my own and no one care a shit about you because you're no body now! well i been there before and now ... I'm still a no body as well but i can said that i care about everyone... but "Brat?" Ain't!! why? cause Brat always think they're right and do what they want and doesn't care about others that might be effected in the circle ...... why would i said that? cause i had seems a lot even my junior that not in my lab .....they always think the world are giving them trouble or some human being are trying to mess with them even they "think" they're fine from their confidence , well "Brat" let me tell you if 1 thousand people said you're wrong... they will be two answer at the end 1.you're a gunnies that's why you don't care others 2. you're a fool that didn't mention the environment around you had change and you should be joined! Well "Brat" give you a word here....If you can't defeat them join them and Don't think BIG but think nice! IF you really think that's you're totally right for everything well in my eyes you're not there yet... cause you still a "kid" you still don't have the qualified to talk rights.... why I'm so hate about "Brats" well i don't think "Brats" knows the true Hell life ever!! i been there when i was 16~20 these few years i been living at hell and health are been alert, all because too tired and only slept 3 hour every single day work for my school fees , do i have any choice? well for my answer is a NO if i choose give up i might being a "Brat" right now!
well if you're a Brat pls .... think deep down and wake up to not being a stupid brat the environment has change and being comfortable or not... just mention you to know don't be one of them... cause i really hate "brat" they are too over self confidence!
well see you guys on Friday date me for a chat or a drink..... Ciaoz
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