Well week 13 it's finish 5 more weeks to go... And I'm going back home next month of jan 19 I really wish the time can pass more faster because I really don't really the places that Im staying now... I just wanna relax.. Most of the stress I'm already handle it like oral but some of them just some of them I'm still don't have any idea to handle it well seriously I'm kinda confuse now, just now I was questioning myself what I'm studying now , will it give me a better life after I graduated? Seriously I'm was thinking all over and over again ... The same question , am I going to have a better life after this master course? Well, my Parents was hopping that I can finish it as possible . Or I can say because they are fully support me to study an master course, I'm still remember the day I haven register the master course but those portfolio I'm already done and waiting to submit only , on that time was this year Chinese new year of 2012 feb I asked my mum. Mum ,can I study master course? She answer me to word. The one is I don't know you better asks your dad, who sponsor you study. The second answer , she said how old are your already? After graduated how old are you again? When you wanna come out and work? I have to make it clear!! I'm studying master course it's not that I'm really escape from the fact of working!! I wanna go out and get a job and get start to chase my dream that's my mind always told me and stay behind and got my back to give me the strength to fight the stress and trouble that I'm facing on the same time, seriously I'm not escaping to get a job!! I wanna gain more experience on working , master course was like a surprise!! Who also won't dream about that I'm studying master of civil engineering. It's just like a joke or a dream to me... But the point it's real!! I'm studying now and still got half way to go 1 and the half year more! Hopefully I can graduated to get my master course certificate as soon as possible!
Well I'm on the High Speed Rail , heading to Hsinchu. That why I got few time to blog at here.. Was listening on music and Blogging.
Well this weekend I spend a lot of money 20k on the transportation 5k on the clothes and pants , the rest are food actually I bought lots of food and bring back to Hsinchu the reason that u bought lot of food is because Hsinchu food are not good at all some more are super expensive, taste bad and the cost are way not worth to get a meal at there... Seriously I really don't know why, and I won't buy shirt at there because it's more expensive and it's doesn't have any discount at all, that's why I choose to buy at Gangshan of kaoshiung!! I'm still like to being at Kaohsiung even that it's hot at here, but south of taiwan are sunshine all the time....that's why I like kaoshiung it's like a sunny places..
Hill went to Singapore this morning , came back on Tuesday so these few days I have to get some entertainment for myself but without drink a beer!!, my backbone are in sore mode and kinda pain also! It's because after the treatment. To reset the part of them, everyone have to do it, I didn't sleep well these few week and the problem was founded! It's because my neck position was move a little by its own position that's why makes me cant sleep well.... And it's still pain frm morning until now...I was wondering what's hillary doing now? Playing in casino? Or shopping crazy at SG? Erm... I think she was having fun with her cousin which she love the most cen cen haha... Sh e call him little pumpkin...
It's 9:45pm now.. And I'll be arrived at 10:40pm destination:Hsinchu ... Just now at pasar malam I bought lots of house things...and this afternoon I went starbuck and help mom to buy an shorty tumbler which it's thermos tumbler! Which mum like to use, and she like to bring some healthy tea or juice with her.. When she dr driving alone or going out...well I miss my family also .... Sis was having sick now.. Wish her can get well soon , sounds like she having high fever start yesterday night, was laying on bed about 10 something at night..just wish her can get well soon...
Well my lab was like a shitty places, tho bunch of childish senior and some stupid alcoholic , keep asking me drink.. Actually I wasn't a person who don't drinks but.. I choose person tht I'm going to drink. With that's my way!! I don't like to drink with those stupid childish people who think his the best are talk like he really tough or smart in everything's , well let me tell you kiddy!! You're not good in everything's okie? U still being in campus just same as me!! Don't talk to me like youre don't care outside how they seen you are think you are good enough!! To me u just a kid that who ever been bang wall before!! So better shut the mouth out and go out and take a real look outside the book and campus!! That's lots of people are better or good than you!, so you better keep your mouth clean and think before you talk!! When you wanna talk look around that should the word be speak at the same time? Sigh a bunch of idiot in school and some bitches are getting bitch!! Gosh that person was my senior!! Seriously do you have to be that kind of bitches?? Talk like you're really are a pretty girls!! Well you're not in my eyes so please don't pretend that you're really a pretty girl okie.. It.s disgusting! Both of you are just a kid in my eyes , mind are just inside the book and Taiwan nation... Please open your eyes and take a look around the world not only the book infront of you stupid!! Whole campus was ambush by an army of nerd!!, well that's scary!! An army of nerd of scary it's it???like a example.... When you waking alone.. U saw a Ned is walking alone too... When u pass by him... U heard that his talking to himself ... Self questioning and answer by him self... Like very usual well that's scary to me... Well lets think about why he wanna to talk to himself? Ain't him alone all the time? No friend at all? Why he want to be like this? I'll not going to find out why, and how! Because wasting time and it's was useless. When you found out that why they wanna talk to the self...
It's 10:05pm Now... I bought two Adidas shirt today and a long pants! It's cost 4.5k NTD well better than I bought a jeans that cost me 3k each... So I just decide to buy shirt and pants at Gangshan... I really miss Kaohsiung ... I really prefer Kaohsiung compare to Hsinchu... Thing are expensive and live uncomfortable at all.... Blog will end soon... I prefer to study on the train .. But I just don't have the mood to study now.... Don't know why.... Just feeling tired enough... Tomorrow im gonna make myself a cold coffee...and I'm going t buy some, milk and ice cube frame to makes some ices....than I can try my cold latte ... 20min more ill be arrive.. So good luck everyone and wish u all the best
P.s. sis take care by yourself wish u can get well soon.. Hill have fun at SG... I don't know how to contact u I think I just drop message on our FB love u always. John....
When I get back to home... Damn I Lena another saman again!!!
