Thursday, October 31, 2013

Good ByE Oct And hello to Nov

Well it's week 8 on next week , things are going stress and difficult for me! especially the Thesis it's was like very hard, it's not that i didn't write thesis before the thing is i have to do all the research all by my own and the data searching part well i already found lot's of thesis but i don't have the time to digest it! it's too much even the lesser page was around 30 page and please believe me every page that i read i wrote! on word i don't care that it will be helpful or not but all i have to do is just write i hope my thesis will get on the target soon it's because i take a leave for 3 week for going home attend my sis wedding...


and there's one thing that i'm happy that my target reach!! 65Kg reach... last year on this time i was 60kg and now i gain weight till my target weight!! 65Kg babe! you can see that even that I'm wearing a huge T-Shirt i still look big!! haha but if you don't know about workout stuff you might said me fat or buff! actually nope! you saw 6 square things in that Picture? that call abdominal babe!!!if you said I'm fat? i show that ABS than it might keep your mouth shut too! and some of those people don't know about the passion of workout or the gorgeous of muscle will said that I'm skinny or ugly so~~ F*ck off man! you ain't know this shit!hahaha

Next week I'm going Tainan for a short break for let my brain relax and make myself clear on what i really want to write about the thesis and i want my back get better ... the old painful stuff is coming back ... dammit..it's suffer 

well tomorrow is Nov and End of the month I'm going back home!! yea man!! going back home!! yea!!!! food food food!!




Saturday, October 12, 2013

開學了第5週了

102學年開始了,也是最後一年的唸書了。
研究所快結束了,論文的壓力也開始了還在看文章的我是否真的能畢業嗎?今天的我心情很沈默很憂鬱。以前只要自己不開心就會找一些讓自己開心的事情來做,但是最近的我都似乎都找不到任何慣用的管道。唯一的辦法就是回到南部讓我心情會大好即使看到很要好的朋友至少聊個幾句都會讓自己心情變好,來到了新竹一年多了還是沒辦法紓解壓力這是怎麼回事?今天在研究室根本就是心情很鬱悶,心情很不爽。也不知道為什麼會這樣.....sigh...
突然感覺自己很多餘,一點小事也會不開心一整天.....