2012 April 8
Wake by the breakfast call.. After breakfast have a little chat with the couples before that ... I was so da sleepy that can't really open my eye wide I miss my family and my girls for sure...these few days I'm really happy at home and with my family but one things I have to apologize to my girlfriend cause she always spend her time for me and I just like a jerk that I don't know what's the point that if some more spend their time on you! I don't really know what am I doing at all... I been to Australia Melbourne and Sydney! I love Sydney very much!! During the time at AUS I don't even bother my phone at all Hillary is keep SMS me.... And I just seldom SMS her.....all she wants is what am I doing in the same time ,well I do think about her.. But I just didn't SMS her on the first time....and ignore the message , I don't know she's getting sad and anger!after coming back from AUS her face like devil whole black and long....I just don't know what's wrong..... Damn I'm such a jerk I didn't something that she sad and anger again.. But I just didn't SMS her only than causes a lot of problem...
Chatting via eating Omelet , Omelet is goof but I just don't like the cheese!! Without cheese is prefect. Last night I make her get mad again....why? Cause I drink a lot with my high school schoolmate... They all are working already! But I'm still studying ....luckily I'm going to graduated at this June 16 is two more month! I'm going to get back home for sure.... If they school approve my registration unless that is 成功大學otherwise im not going to study my master course for sure.....yesterday night I grab my dear and sleep tight! I wanna her to feel that I'm still love her so much... But theses days I really feels that I'm a jerk once I can reach my friend I will get start to ignore my girl... It's wrong, I means is so damn wrong for sure....well I know that i'm wrong at first cause I made hear anger and unhappy.....
These two week a lot of things happen and it's making me feel guilty... I don't want to be like that I wanna be a man that will think wise and do something's rights well things are unexpected like u usual thought....what I'm gonna do is go back Taiwan and keep updated my every single alert or small news.... I miss you Hillary!! Is been few hours only we been split away from a part to separate.... I'm coming back soon my dear... June! June! I'm coming back... Just two more month and 10 days
Suddenly think about my camera I left at home and I just didn't took it with me, cause I think I'm not going to take photo during these days, but I think I'm wrong! I should bring it with me....cause why? After May 28 I got nothing to do anymore...its after final exam and I'm going to take a long holidays until JUNE 16 , until my Graduation Convo I can't wait for my Convo , I can't wait to wear the bachelor shirt and took my certificate, from my school!! I wanna take Convo photo with my family and my friend..... Especially Hillary I really wish that she can come over...after yesterday night she said... She wanna come with me but... After few months he said I'm not really that wanna go for badly .... After she tells I feels that... Do I did anythings wrong again.. These few days her face never smile from deep inside her heart ... I feel that she got things to tell but she said don't bother it.... Just skip it... This make me feels like the one really bad that's make her feel so bad.... Actually I don't now what I did to her....seriously? Can anyone wanna tell me why?
Two more hours to go...two more hours the plane is going to land my flight is MH0366, a lot passenger stand up and queue for the toilet available....Walao e.... It's almost half hour..
The crew announce , wake me up again.... Well I just feels tired and sleepy! Missing home more and more.. It's alright i think , just two month to go... And going home soon...think about I been staying Taiwan for 7 years and now just two month to end my education,time flies do you know I'm a person that I'm a sticker of home? What I mean is even that the trip going too long I'll miss my homes, all of my family member, well we got two extra member, since one years ago it's "Nga Tou" and "Dee Dee" this two fella very cute and fuming enough I miss them too ,they always wake up me up....early in the morning than sleep at noon, I just think about Dee Dee won't stop laughing too... His cute and funny, keep jumping around us....
Well the Crew announce that e are landing at 1:45pm well it's early than I expect , well more early than I can go back my places early than... I think I need to clean my room first! It's been two week. My room are empty and I must be a lot of dust inside my room .Tis flight is a sleeping flight , I just keep sleeping from all the way take off to land, well my journey going to start again, isn't I'm gonna end it in shorty . And standby on my way to target earn a lot of money that's my target! And that's what I'm gonna do!
Flight is preparing to landing and I'm arrived again, well i miss you Hillary!! Miss you so much.
tonightI'm on the hush speed rail way.. With non-reserve seat damn I should spend more ntd50 to get a seat now I really don't know how long that I'll stand till Tainan sien... Now I'm stand and texting with my ipad typing speed is slow and I have to stand until someone leave the seat ... might be a rough night to me...my bed is not good as my home beds and tomorrow wake up view will be like the time I usually wake up... I just don't like here at all I wanna go back home and live with my family I miss them a lot !
Now I get a seat from sinchu and I'm still feeling skittles little bit upset , I dont know why? I just feel doesn't right at all... The feels doesn't right.... Guys do you scare that you take the wrong bus and went to a paces that u don't know about? Do you scare?well to me, if I'm in Taiwan I never feel scare when I took the wrong transport.. It just waste some time and I'll be the places that I wanna go? I don't have home here "Taiwan" that's why I don't feel fear .... If you are in the train that you took the wrong one..and bring u very very far away from your home will u scare? I guess my dear babe won't scare cause she strong and tough! Like a super woman... For sure.. I know she can do what she really want and needs....
My train start at 2:57pm and I think I'll be arrive Tainan about 4:30pm I didn't eat anythings after I came out from the plane... I just don't feel hungry, no appetite at all maybe homesicks is coming for me....guess not gua...hahaha well first things go back is clean my room mop the floor makes the room clean...that the first things to do.. The second things is bath and than play facebook for whole day or whole night... Maybe ill watch movie that I downloaded or the iPad PPs stream .... I don't thin I'm gonna eat dinner tonight only protein and vitamins cause I wanna start burning fats and ready for the competition , I was keep thinking my body mass it is really good enough for a body building competition? I'm stil wonder .... But those friend that told me enough to play... Since this is my last year and I'm going graduated soon..... This month I got midterm after this two weeks books are gone from my brain ,funny? No it's not! If they gone i properly will be fail in this midterm I wanna get a scholarship thats a prize!
Now the train arrive Taichung , but my stomach got feel Tim.... Aiya.... I miss my dear babe... Where is she now? Haha I guess she will curi curi tengok my blog geh haha babe listen to me please I'm sorry that I ignore you when I'm back to home, but please tell me when you feel anger and tell me my problem straightly okie? These day I don't saw you smile at all , your face are long , and I really feel suffer when you show me your face like that I feel that what's wrong to me and you? Maybe all is my fault to make you all like this, I'm so sorry baby...
Time flies I just feel like my eyes flip and I'm here already taiwan , and think about I'm at Australia!, the time really past fast! I miss the time I'm going back... Mum fetch me from the airport and than go eat 魚頭米after that go home and saw my house got maid some more dee dee is freeing bigger In a Month ,mum and sis keep asking us, pack your bags we are leaving next day morning to Australia ,we bought a lot of things and stuff in AUS and the price is not cheap at all if convert to RM , the most cheaper things is the shirt of RL "Ralph Lauren"
The view outside the window are all green and farm.....and I'm sitting alone here.... Sometimes when you're alone you will think more and more... If someone is there for you you will be so damn happy that you will never feel alone... Babe... I know you always alone... Without your mum and your brothers you stay strong , of course staying alone is good but, she you need to talk to some one or your emotion are not getting good mood... You wil easy to get cry, well I cried before when I was really alone..someone just say guys don't cry when their suffering or feel pain! Well I'm alright for those suffer and pain... But missing my family ate really gonna makes me cry...tomorrow go t class in the morning so I h ave to sleep early to night and adjust my sleeping time and the wake up time for sure class is back but I think it's still will get bored , two days a week! Damn good to relax, and I'm gonna do gym when I get free..the distance are far to me... Pus these few days the weather are getting worse keep raining whole day, so I have to be careful when I was riding my scooter to go school or anywhere else... I went back at March 25 coming back taiwan at April 8 cool? Well I have to thanks for my dad give me so much of things including my studies and My spend... My dad was a great dad but I'm very hard to stay with him...because that his are so like grumpy old man sometimes Hillary said I'm a grumpy little old me too... Walao e... I'm not a grumpy little old man... I'm John... Hillary girlfriend a young guy , sometime Iike uncle la.. But my look doesn't seem like a grumpy little old man Mah... Itiz?
Arrive Chiayi net station is mine stop... So I think I have to stop texting after that I need to take taxi to go home .....the train ticket cost me Ntd1150 and the bus to the train station from airport is NTD30 the taxi it will charge me around Ntd300 I guess well its a lot of Asian here... This is what chie lives not like AUS they all live with "Red fur" 紅毛人hahaha actually they are polite and friendly too... Well I miss my home again... Two mor month itiz? That means 50 days more I'm gonna meet my Family ...I wish Hillary can come over!! Please "Ah Gong" I pray you I wish Hillary can attend my Convo pls....!! I wanna let her know what I'm studying and where I stay!! Actually I wanna give myself a try see how far can I go for my condition which school can I go into? I wanna see where can I go?what can I do? But now I just wanna go home I don't want to anywhere I wanna stay at home and works with dad or somewhere else..
I think I'm almost there.. To get home... And I think it's here...
I don't know why my skin always get so damn dry when I took a flight ,my arm whole white color one lo... All skin are dry... I mean super dry... And I'm arrive Tainan station..
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I'm home now.. Unpacking things....now I really realize that who day I only eat omelet on the plane... No lunch at all... And I'm don't feel hungry at all....well everyone I'm home now... Tomorrow early class, tonight gonna sleep early I think...Ciaoz..
