I was in the plane tht momenti was sad
missing some one i do care abt
family
frenz tht was close thn ever..
i miss u all
in d plane i keep control my emotion i was deep down tht time
friday i was knwing tht im comin bck on sunday
my mood jz start to get down thn i hope i can chat wif "Cole" bt...
seem like she dunno wts wrong wif me cz i jz pretend like nothing at all
bt...i really need to talk to a person thn can make me happy n smile in short time
friday sat sunday is d day i went bck d...
cz i really wan to celebrate birthday for my brother and cole bt...
its too hard for me school start on tuesday sep 14
i jz scare my research project cant hand out...
so i jz rush bck to do it..bt whn i come bck
i jz wanna said "WTF!!" my groupmate didt do anythings on it...
jz like d 1st haven start even prof olso same...
i jz wanna scold who d hell call me bck so early
i wanna celebrate Bday to my brother...is been 6 year i didt celebrate to him even a Birthday gift
olso can give him...hw sad i am...u knw??C was a person i really care abt..i miss her too
jz hope to celebrate their Bday in d same time..bt i cant!!!
i cant jz feel so down for tht....
and i jz cant do anythings...
i realli dunno wt im so down like nw....
jz cant pay attention on my studies or my sleep
i dun like to talk in this moment olso..
am i realli sick??