I'm sorry for not being by your side now as you feel sick. I feel bad when you ask me to go to you but I have to reject you. I feel bad because now I'm not an independent as in person so I can fly to you whenever I want. You know me, you know how my mom does, you know how the things work in my family. You have no idea how badly I wanted to be by your side. It's just the bad timing. I gave you my promise, whenever you want to travel I will not say no. I really think a lot, cause I want the best of both world and I don't want to hurt anyone. I hope you understand. If I can go Taiwan on December I would really love to. Seriously. I'm kinda fed up, cause of my mom. I'm stranded, can't go anywhere and you are upset. If only I can make my own decision. I really wish you can walk into my heart my mind and see what's inside. I can't explain it, because if we start the topic we will get into a fight. Fight is the last thing I want it to happen, and I don't want it. Now, I know. Timing is everything.
Love,
Hill
And if you really can walk into my heart, you will see how much I love you.
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