The Fireworks

Well yesterday I went out for photo shooting....

it was awesome...and after that I was exhausted!!

and when i get home someone was waiting me in front of the comp...

i miss her very much...

when the time i was shooting the fireworks..i wish she were there with me....

i can share the view with her...

and hold her hand or waist..until all the fireworks finish...

I miss her very much...

and i feel stupid and selfish!! yesterday

i made her cried!! damn I'm stupid...things happen...it just not really have to said it out

i know it's hurt!! why I can't just keep quite and shut the fuck up?

and dont hurt each others heart?

haih.....finally she smile because of me...

I'm like a joker to her all the time....my job is make sure that she's happy all the time when she's talking to me...

I cant make things goes wrong again! and i wish i can talk better and don't hurt each others heart...

I love her very much... and i start getting stupid....cause my brain was full of her image all the time...

except school time... If im in class my brain still thinking about her

im sure my mom going to chop me into pieces....

I love you Hillary...

i wish i can see you soon!!