It's 2 in the morning. I'm still awake. It's not I don't want to sleep. I wanted to sleep so badly. I am sleepy. But I got no choice. I just finished my homework and now I'm going to study for the mid term test. How awesome?! Anyways, tomorrow after class, I still can't fully relax cause I've got 30 more outfits to draw and scan into my computer for the lecturer to check on it. I used to wonder why would I need to design all of these as I'm a marketing student. Well, I guess I know now. Shit. So you think I will be better after Friday? NO! Hell to the NO! I got another presentation on Monday which I haven't start a thing. I think me and my group member will need to go out and do it on Sunday or Saturday. Friday night need to fetch my cousins, Saturday morning need to fetch another. I shouldn't promise that early. No I got myself into a mess. I have no enough time already. I really wish one day got 48 hours.

As I told you today, I didn't sit for my History mid term exam because I was late. Damn the 10%. I hope I won't failed this subject though. LOL. So dangerous. Somehow, I felt that I'm gonna failed few subject now. Baby, I wish you are here and make me feel safe now. I'm so insecure. I miss you badly. I know you are coming back soon. Yay! 45 days left! Okay, I'm going to continue my study. Love ya~